I got a little lost for a while. I’m back mostly. Still went to Zumba & bootcamp, but not running. Eduardo is having us run during bootcamp, so I still do some running, but I found that I really don’t like it. Making some friends in classes, everyone has been very encouraging & telling me how great I am doing. I see differences in my body and my stamina, but for some reason my mind isn’t getting into the groove. Sometimes the meditations help, but sometimes they don’t.
Anyway, I got my decorating vision back, and it feels good. I hope I can get my crafting vision back. Earlier this summer I had ideas for beaded cross-stitch, I even wanted to make my own crossword puzzles, I lost that over the summer. I’m starting to get a few ideas, but not enough to do it.
Mud Factor is in less than 2 weeks and I don’t feel that I have the upper body strength that I need. Good thing people are willing to help each other on this run. I don’t have to do it all by myself. Sean will be with me, and other participants will be there, too. I need to stop thinking that I’m not good enough.
I am good enough.
I am strong enough.
I am smart enough.
I am enough.